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So, me and Nick had it out today. I think we've burned all our bridges. I'm tired of him treating me like crap. Last week he accused me of being mad at him all week. When in actuality I hear he was mad at me, so he wanted me to be mad at him, so we could fight. Yesterday, he told me I was rude, and I didn't want to speak to me anymore. Today he butted his nose into a conversation I was having with Minh, at first I didn't care. We were debating a point about exam exemptions, then he started accusing me of being mean and hateful to juniors, and on and on, and on....I said that I was not, b/c I was not, and even Thor his friend agreed. So I think things were cool, when he didn't get his way and he turned to me and said 'Fine you're wrong and I'm right. But I'm not going to argue anymore because I'm sick and tired of Christina bitching at me' and smiled at me. Which throughly pissed me off. So I told me to shut his mouth, he wouldn't, he kept talking. So I turned and said if you don't want to talk-fine. I don't care. He said that he was sick and tired of me. I said I was sick and tired of being his friend. Elaine showed up then, she looked like a turkey, she was very confused. She started laughing,and I started laughing because I was seriously not in a bad mood. Nick said he was tired of being my friend which is fine. He's verbally abusive to Minh, and lately he's been a dick to me. I think this is the fourth time he's told me I'm rude. Sometimes I don't even say anything to him, I'm just sitting there reading a book and he'll turn to me and start saying hateful things.
I talked to Elaine the rest of the time, I knew he was expecting me to go behind his back and talk about him. So I told Elaine my feelings on the subject right then. If I have something to say about someone my policy, which I try really hard to stick to, is to say nothing you wouldn't say to their face. So I explained my feelings to Elaine, while sat there eavesdropped and pouted. I'm sick and tired of bitchy, moaning boys who enjoy manipulating others to get their wishes.

I don't understand why he's such a dick to Minh. He get pissed with her over the smallest thing. Last night he made her walk home in the rain b/c he was upset that she was talking to someone else. I cannot believe the dick head. He knows that Minh has had enough shit in her life without some other man trying to screw her over.

I'm sad because I've known Nick since elementary school. In elementary he was annoying but I figured that all boys were annoying. When he started being mean to Minh I thought maybe he didn't realize what he was doing. When he was sexually inclined towards me I ignored it, Nick wouldn't cheat on Minh. Well that's it Jessica says I have a one chance policy, you blow it once that's it. Well Nick's blown it to hell and back. All I have to say is that if Nick is verbally abusive to Minh one more time in my presence, I will beat the shit out of the loser. I will watch him bleed and I will enjoy it.

I cannot believe I let the weasel become my friend, what's more I can't believe that I haven't said something to him about the way he's been treating Minh. She's called either Elaine or I every night for the last week crying because Nick has said she was stupid, selfish, bitchy, illiterate, a flirt, or an idiot. He treats her like shit. Hell I've seen him get her in face, his face completely red, with his hand stretched out like he'll hit her because she took his pencil. His fucking pencil.

I'm afraid he's going to be mean to Minh about this situation, and I'm afraid she will take his side, and start ignoring me to make him happy. If one thing this entire situation has taught me, you can't trust people ever. I knew it before, but I hoped that I could trust at least on the pretension of trust with your friends. I was wrong once again. I'm always wrong it seems.